[ He doesn't know what he's expecting, and he knows – he knows – he should have told him this in person. Because then he could see his face and Prompto could touch him in an effort to ground him. He could do something that isn't cowering in his room hoping Noct would just accept it and be okay with it. He could tell him about everything that had happened there, even if it hadn't actually been this version of him that remembered, and he could meet Nero. He'd know he wasn't lying then. But...
That question spikes fear in his chest, his hand going to his wrist to rub at the barcode.
Did Noct know any of that? How would he react if he told him he knew about the prophecy and how much he and Ignis had promised him that they would do everything they could to stop it, to change fate? He squeezes his eyes shut. ]
(The answer calmed his anger and he was more sure this was Prompto and not some demon messing around with him. Still, he has some doubt in his heart about all of this, and perhaps that's just because of what Prompto is saying. That there's a possibility where he's been to a place he can't remember, even before coming here.
It shouldn't be out of the question, it shouldn't be a surprise for him at all, but believing his best friend about this was difficult with all things considered. However--)
No matter what, keep believing what I told you then. You're the real Prompto, you're my Prompto.. no matter where we are.
[ Something in him starts to break because... he doesn't remember that. All he remembers is the torture, not being rescued and learning the hard way that he'd never been more alone than in that moment. He doesn't remember, but some part of him is grateful that Noct hadn't left him there to rot, that he still believed in him.
He curls up in his bed and presses his face against his arm, trying not to cry. Everything felt too hard and so overwhelming. Why had everything gotten so complicated. ]
i know noct never doubted you for a second
i know all that stuff i said seems out there but uh if you ever wanna ask me anything... you're my best friend that hasn't changed
(Noctis is feeling more and more confident that this is Prompto. Which makes it easier to reread the initial message that shocked him. He scrolls up on the text and gives it another few goes. There's questions, hell yes, there's a lot of questions.)
You left Eos and was in Duplicity for a year? A place where you were forced to have sex and drugs?
yeah pretty much well i mean not the drug part unless it was by accident but it was kind of this thing they made you do i guess? sex i mean
and not only that uh ok this part is probably gonna sound super out there but there were people with marks on their throats called submissives and then the dominants who kinda contracted with them?
i was a sub when i got there you pretty much don't have any rights for doing anything unless you have a dom it sucked for a while but it wasn't so bad after i met ivy
[ She'd been so nice to him, the first girl he'd ever felt that big L word for that wasn't just some wishful thinking, but thinking about her makes him too sad. So, he tries not to. ]
anyway i ended up a dom somehow months later i know that's a lot but it is what it is you know? couldn't really change it
(This was lost on him. Some of this talk didn't make any sense at all and Noctis was lost with it. Although he did understand that it was difficult and someone named Ivy made it more bearable.)
I don't understand most of what you're saying. I want to though, Prompto.
Whatever it is, I want you to share it with me.
I was there. Did I protect you? Was I .. a good friend?
(He's relieved to hear that. It's weird to question himself, but he just needed confirmation that he was "himself" even in another world - which he didn't remember. If he ever left this world and went some place else, other than back home, he would want to leave still as "himself," not changed for the worse.
Now.. about those contracts..)
You mentioned doms and subs and contracts.. was it like money? Or bartering? What do you mean like you weren't able to do much when you first got there?
(Noctis tries to understand the dynamic between Prompto and his subs/doms experiences. He doesn't really know though, what it's like to be in either of those roles and what it is one's meant to do in those positions?)
He's your sub and your his dom, right? What if another dom comes like, someone you were a sub to? Is that a problem?
nah it's not like i dunno you hear those stories about weird bdsm stuff and you're like YIKES people could do that but i never did i mostly just used my dom powers for good haha like if anybody needed something or whatever
anyway we're not in duplicity anymore so... it kinda doesn't matter anyway?
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Date: 2019-09-30 03:06 am (UTC)That question spikes fear in his chest, his hand going to his wrist to rub at the barcode.
Did Noct know any of that? How would he react if he told him he knew about the prophecy and how much he and Ignis had promised him that they would do everything they could to stop it, to change fate? He squeezes his eyes shut. ]
dunno if it means anything but
zegnautus keep?
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Date: 2019-09-30 03:17 am (UTC)It shouldn't be out of the question, it shouldn't be a surprise for him at all, but believing his best friend about this was difficult with all things considered. However--)
No matter what, keep believing what I told you then. You're the real Prompto, you're my Prompto.. no matter where we are.
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Date: 2019-09-30 03:30 am (UTC)He curls up in his bed and presses his face against his arm, trying not to cry. Everything felt too hard and so overwhelming. Why had everything gotten so complicated. ]
i know noct
never doubted you for a second
i know all that stuff i said seems out there but uh
if you ever wanna ask me anything...
you're my best friend
that hasn't changed
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Date: 2019-09-30 03:35 am (UTC)You left Eos and was in Duplicity for a year? A place where you were forced to have sex and drugs?
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Date: 2019-09-30 03:43 am (UTC)well i mean not the drug part unless it was by accident
but it was kind of this thing they made you do i guess?
sex i mean
and not only that uh
ok this part is probably gonna sound super out there
but there were people with marks on their throats called submissives
and then the dominants who kinda contracted with them?
i was a sub when i got there
you pretty much don't have any rights for doing anything unless you have a dom
it sucked for a while but it wasn't so bad after i met ivy
[ She'd been so nice to him, the first girl he'd ever felt that big L word for that wasn't just some wishful thinking, but thinking about her makes him too sad. So, he tries not to. ]
anyway i ended up a dom somehow months later
i know that's a lot but it is what it is you know?
couldn't really change it
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Date: 2019-09-30 03:47 am (UTC)I don't understand most of what you're saying. I want to though, Prompto.
Whatever it is, I want you to share it with me.
I was there. Did I protect you? Was I .. a good friend?
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Date: 2019-09-30 03:55 am (UTC)i get it it's okay
i was there a while and still didn't get a lot of it
dude you were always a good friend
we spent literally almost every day together
i don't think i would've made it without you there
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Date: 2019-09-30 03:59 am (UTC)Now.. about those contracts..)
You mentioned doms and subs and contracts.. was it like money? Or bartering? What do you mean like you weren't able to do much when you first got there?
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Date: 2019-09-30 04:04 am (UTC)i dunno subs had it pretty rough
they couldn't buy anything or do much unless they had a dom
[ And he's already putting so much on him already, but... ]
i actually came here with a guy who was my sub there
his name's nero
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Date: 2019-09-30 04:11 am (UTC)(It's not like Noctis couldn't understand what he was reading, but.. hell that sudden drop in the pit of his gut made him feel awfully uncomfortable.)
someone came with you from Duplicity? How.. how did that happen?
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Date: 2019-09-30 04:14 am (UTC)i thought i was the only one
none of this stuff makes any sense
[ He doesn't know what to say to any of that, and for some reason, he feels like Noct is mad at him? Prompto chews on his lip for a while. ]
sorry
i know it's late and i probably sound crazy
we can just talk about it tomorrow?
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Date: 2019-09-30 04:15 am (UTC)Is it okay that Nero's here?
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Date: 2019-09-30 04:18 am (UTC)yeah um
we're kinda together?
if you know what i mean
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Date: 2019-09-30 04:21 am (UTC)He's your sub and your his dom, right? What if another dom comes like, someone you were a sub to? Is that a problem?
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Date: 2019-09-30 04:25 am (UTC)i dunno
you hear those stories about weird bdsm stuff and you're like YIKES
people could do that
but i never did
i mostly just used my dom powers for good haha
like if anybody needed something or whatever
anyway we're not in duplicity anymore so...
it kinda doesn't matter anyway?
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Date: 2019-09-30 04:27 am (UTC)(No, he has no idea about bdsm stuff ... or powers related to subs or doms. Noctis feels a bit foolish.)
I bet you helped a lot of people, I know that much though.
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Date: 2019-09-30 04:33 am (UTC)i never really had any powers
yeah i tried
you...
you were a sub there but you were in a contract with iggy
so we could all kinda be together
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Date: 2019-10-01 05:43 pm (UTC)Are you kidding, I could never handle the guns like you do. I'd say that's some real power!
I'm happy to hear we kept close there. Like we'd do here, right?